Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Faith pours from your walls, drowning your calls
I`ve tried to hear, you`re not near
Remembering when I saw your face
Shining my way, pure timing
Now I`ve fallen in deep, slow silent sleep
It`s killing me, I`m dying

To put a little bit of sunshine in your life

Soleil all over you, warm sun pours over me
Soleil all over you
Warm sun

Now this slick fallen rift came like a gift
Your body moves ever nearer
And you will dry this tear
Now that we`re here, and grieve for me, not history
But now I`m dry of thoughts, wait for the rain
Then it`s replaced, sun setting

And suddenly you`re in love with everything

Soleil all over you, warm sun pours over me
Soleil all over you
Warm sun

Thursday, July 14, 2005

You`re a Miracle to Me

i am ever so blessed.

Always did it on my own then one day I realized, I was blind, nothing I could do on my own. Turn, we have found a way to see, look up... feel the Almighty. Take control as we gaze into Your eyes, we`re just the tool You use to bring this world to You. Oh, Lord, how we love You, with Your grace, take away the hurt and the bruises inside, reach down let Your glory reside. The cross carried for all of us, paint the image in my mind, so I will never think I am something, but nothing am I but You, You are something. Lord, You keep me alive, You give me rest at night. When there seems no way to find calmness in the storm You come and take me in Your arms and then the waves drown me no more. With You I`ll last this battle and many others through the ages Your name will reign forever... never to be replaced. In these trials I face, I pray You humble me. Humble me I want to be like You, Jesus, more and more like You. I was crucified on that day with Christ, nailing You there with sin, accepting You, I nailed my soul to the cross and now my life begins. This world so cold but Your love keeps me warm. My Father holds me in His nailed scarred hands which I put there. But for some reason He still loves me with all His heart. Even through I betray Him constantly, He always keeps His arms open waiting, till I give up my old ways. God, my father, You are the only One that can give me comfort. You touch my heart in such a way that all I can do is cry Your name.
Jesus Christ, I love You.
My heart aches for Your love.

Monday, July 11, 2005

For those under the clouds, staring up in awesome wonder, as tears come slowly down, I'm reaching up a needful hand. You are my eyes when I cannot see, and You are my voice, see, sing through me; You are my strength in weakness be. To find that I could fall, and still Your grace surrounds, pursuing- to freely stumble down, I feel your hands around my heart. You are my eyes when I cannot see, and You are my voice, see, sing through me; You are my strength in weakness be. You are my strength, my voice, my eyes-I lift up needful hands. You are my strength, my voice, my eyes-I lift up needful hands.

I need a very large measure of Your grace, Father. please.

Saturday, July 2, 2005

i`m sleepy. today was grood. even being stuck in traffic for ridiculous amounts of time wasn`t so bad. guys, there are things i think should be different but that doesn`t mean that this isn`t where God wants me right now. and i`m content with that. i`m not gonna try to be anybody but me. even if that does just happen to be a satisfied, but searching child of His.