Listen, I'm not trying to say that I know anything about anything. I have little to no idea what it means to grow up or act like an adult or present my 'best self'* to the world. I suppose what I have learned (and continue to learn) is that there can be a fine line between wants and needs when it comes to the way I have been living.
I also realized I become very nervous when reading poetry to anyone because I'm worried they are losing interest after approximately 2 lines. But more on that later.
So I am faced with a choice (every day, aren't we?) to choose between wants and needs while trying my darndest to negotiate what exactly the difference is.
This post isn't going the way I planned. Oh well.
*what does that even mean, again?